
Freedom (2019)
Commissioned by the "Freedom" Consortium
in support of the Semper Fi Fund

About the Music
According to the National Center for Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, between 11-20% of veterans of Operations Iraqi Freedom & Enduring Freedom, 12% of Gulf War veterans, and 15% of Vietnam veterans have Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder in a given year.
While the members of our Armed Forces signed up to serve our country in times of war, none of them knew that they may bring the war back home with them...
Freedom is an uninterrupted, three-movement work detailing the struggles associated with Post-Traumatic Stress in the lives of American heroes, and the process of overcoming it. The piece is meant to bring about awareness of the vast number of American servicemen and women who struggle with Post-Traumatic Stress after serving, help erase the negative stigma that surrounds the disorder, and encourage others to take action in one way or another. My hope is that performers and audience members will be inspired to give back in some way. I hope that it makes a positive difference in the lives of the heroes it is dedicated to.
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Freedom was commissioned by 38 ensembles and contributors which make up the "Freedom" consortium. Every single penny spent by the consortium members ($2,000!) was donated to the Semper Fi Fund (www.semperfifund.org). A percentage of the lifetime sales of the piece will be donated yearly to the Semper Fi Fund.
i. A Hero’s Return
This movement is meant to represent the homecoming of an American Hero returning from deployment. There are moments filled with valor and pride, followed by the elation of being reunited with family after months of separation, loneliness, and constantly living with the fear of possibly never making it home. The warm embrace of loved ones soon gives way - seemingly out of nowhere - to something darker, something painful, something that the Hero thought he had left behind when his tour had ended…
ii. Trapped in a Memory…
The second movement depicts an internal struggle within the Hero. The themes of comfort and elation from the first movement have now transitioned into themes of emotional pain. The Hero fights to suppress the feelings, emotions, and memories that are beginning to resurface. The internal conflict grows exponentially as the Hero is drowning in anger, terror, and agony until he can no longer fight back. He is immediately transported back to a time and place he never wished to think about again. He is frozen in place, watching horrific events he had already lived through once before unfold around him again. He has no choice but to sit - surrounded by the sights, sounds, and smells of the battlefield - and experience these painful memories until they begin to fade away.
iii. Freedom
The final movement is not necessarily programmatic, but, instead, representative of the Hero’s future as he overcomes his struggles with Post-Traumatic Stress. This movement is optimistic. It’s reflective. It’s determined. And it represents what I wish for every veteran dealing with mental illness: Freedom. It is unfortunately ironic that many of the brave men and women who protect our freedom unknowingly sacrifice some of their own… There should be no stigma surrounding Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. Veterans should not feel embarrassed to discuss it with their family, friends, and therapists. It’s up to us to help them overcome the mental obstacles that develop after serving.
This piece is intended to make a difference in the lives of heroes to whom it is dedicated. I hope that it inspires the performers and audiences who experience it to take action, and to repay the debt that we owe every single American Hero.
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Members of the "Freedom" Consortium
Allegheny College Wind Symphony
Dr. Lowell Hepler, director
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Ambridge Area High School Symphonic Band
Mrs. Marie Dewar, director
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Arts Laureate
Mr. Christian Amonson, owner/producer
Beaver County Wind Ensemble
Mr. Kevin Newton, director
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Dordt University Wind Symphony
Dr. Onsby C. Rose, director
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Duquesne University Wind Symphony
Dr. Robert Cameron, director
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East Lansing High School Wind Ensemble
Mr. David Larzelere, director
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East Winds Symphonic Band
Ms. Susan Sands, director
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Gahanna Lincoln High School Gold Band
Mr. Rob Cebriak, director
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Geneva College Symphonic Band
Mr. Mark Godwin, director
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Hart High School Senior Band
Mr. John Taranko, director
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Indiana University of PA Symphony Band
Dr. Jason Worzbyt, director
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Mr. Jeremy Ulrich
Hershey, Pennsylvania
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Jordan Vocational High School Symphonic Band
Mr. Jon Carmack, director
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Kittanning Community Band
Mr. Jason Venesky, music director
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Laurel High School Band
Mr. Brian Croach, director
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Mercer Community Band
Dr. Hendley D. Hoge, director
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Minnesota Symphonic Winds
Dr. Timothy Mahr, conductor
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Montgomery County Concert Band
Mr. Charles Neidhardt, director
Mr. Ryan Pongras, assistant director
Mr. Bret Mascaro, assistant director
Mr. Michael Langston, president
Mukwonago High School Wind Ensemble
Ms. Emma Angoli, director
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Musicians' Concert Band
Mr. Jeffrey Kroner, director
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Muskego High School Wind Ensemble
Mr. James Beckman & Mr. Matt Mueller, directors
Neshannock High School Band
Ms. Kimberly Heim, director
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New Castle Senior High School Concert Band
Mr. Nick Yoho, director
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Newark High School Symphonic Band
Mr. Lee Auer, director
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North Catholic High School Concert Band
Mr. David Emanuelson, director
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North Hills High School Bands
Mr. Len Lavelle & Mr. Lucas Beaver, directors
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The Packard Band
Mr. Thomas A. Groth, executive director
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Rochester High School Band
Mr. Troy Thomas, director
Slippery Rock University Wind Ensemble
Dr. Jonathan Helmick, director
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South Jersey Area Wind Ensemble
Mr. Keith W. Hodgson, conductor & music director
South Side Area Concert Band
Mr. Shawn Sisler, director
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Thomas Worthington High School Wind Ensemble
Mr. Eric Doolittle, director
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Dr. Travis J. Weller
Grove City, Pennsylvania
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University Heights Symphonic Band
Mr. Matthew Salvaggio, musical & artistic director
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Watertown High School Wind Symphony
Mr. Reid LaDew, director
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Waunakee High School Bands
Mr. Ryan Caloud & Mr. Ryan Gill, directors
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Whetstone High School Concert Band
Mr. Josh Reynolds, director of instrumental music